看完很难过，很沉痛。
老人是怀着怎样的愧疚和执念活到今天，只为了再见一面长牙先生，重温在海滩上互相依偎的岁月。
他吃掉了向自己伸出援手的长牙先生，向人类招手狂喜的一瞬间，看向自己沾满同伴鲜血的双手，他觉得自己像一个怪物。
很认同剧中的一个评价，他是披着人皮的动物。
人性的阴暗让他绝望，愤世嫉俗。自己吃掉长牙的事情又让他深深的自我厌恶。
他说人类才是最恶毒的动物，包括他自己。
他已经回归人类世界了，却愈发茫然，当初忍痛杀死长牙先生，就为了回到这样一个乌烟瘴气的鬼地方吗？
他开始后悔了，或许当初就应该死在岛上。
优胜劣汰是自然法则，长牙先生啊，如果我们之间只能活一个，为什么当初杀死我的不是你？
也许你也是脱离同类的异类吧，选择在无助的海岛上，救助了世间最肮脏的人类。
从此他一生都活在了那个孤岛上，抱着同伴尸体生啃的野蛮动物。
人类，都是可恶的，甚至不如海象。
当他无助求救的时候，没有上帝，是一只海象救了他。所以他说海象才是最完美的生物。
当他透过污浊的舷窗看向被自己改造的怪物时，看见他终于抛下人类的尊严生食鱼肉时，他癫狂地笑了。
人不人兽不兽的怪物从此不止他一个。
决斗吧，长牙先生。
穿上我精心准备了好久的战袍。
生死的战场上，你只能选择死亡，或者永远成为一只兽。
其实成为一只海象，也是不错的选择，对吧。
对，杀了我，像当初我杀死你一样，长牙先生。
我们又可以依偎在一起了，比我更像人的你，还有比你更像兽的我，从此得以安息。
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另，这个故事没有原型，灵感来自《海象与木匠》
The Walrus and the Carpenter
《海象与木匠》
作者 Lewis Carroll【英】路易·卡罗
The sun was shining on the sea,
Shining with all his might:
He did his very best to make
The billows smooth and bright--
And this was odd, because it was
The middle of the night.
太阳照在海面上，
用尽全力放光芒；
他这么卖力地照耀着，
光亮的海面起波澜 --
这话说来也真奇怪，
因为现在是午夜好时光。
The moon was shining sulkily,
Because she thought the sun
Had got no business to be there
After the day was done--
"It's very rude of him," she said,
"To come and spoil the fun!"
闪亮的月亮绷着脸，
认为太阳不识相，
因为他已经照了一整天。 月亮说：
“太阳真是太无理，
早该落山去睡大觉，
为啥还在晚上来捣乱！“
The sea was wet as wet could be,
The sands were dry as dry.
You could not see a cloud, because
No cloud was in the sky:
No birds were flying overhead--
There were no birds to fly.
大海湿得不能再湿，
沙滩干得不能再干。
一片云彩也不见，
只因天上空荡荡；
也不见鸟儿来飞翔，
因为鸟儿已经全下班。
The Walrus and the Carpenter
Were walking close at hand;
They wept like anything to see
Such quantities of sand:
"If this were only cleared away,"
They said, "it would be grand!"
海象木匠手拉手，
一起来把沙滩逛；
看到沙子堆成山，
两人哭得泪汪汪。
“如果能把沙子来铲掉，”
他们说, “那样应该有多妙！”
"If seven maids with seven mops
Swept it for half a year.
Do you suppose," the Walrus said,
"That they could get it clear?"
"I doubt it," said the Carpenter,
And shed a bitter tear.
海象开口把话讲：
“如果找来七个女佣，
拿上七把扫帚扫半年，
你觉得，能不能把沙子来扫光？”
木匠说：“我看你是在说梦话。”
一滴眼泪出眼眶。
"O Oysters, come and walk with us!"
The Walrus did beseech. "
A pleasant walk, a pleasant talk,
Along the briny beach:
We cannot do with more than four,
To give a hand to each."
“哦，牡蛎们，和我们一起散步吧！”
海象假装诚恳样。
”沿着湿湿的沙滩，
愉快地散步和交谈。
我们两人四只手，
一手一个也只能带俩。”
The eldest Oyster looked at him,
But never a word he said:
The eldest Oyster winked his eye,
And shook his heavy head--
Meaning to say he did not choose
To leave the oyster-bed.
最老的那只老牡蛎，
沉默不言把他俩望，
眨巴眨巴一双眼，
摇摇脑袋不说话。
可他的意思很清楚：
要我离开你休想。
But four young Oysters hurried up,
All eager for the treat:
Their coats were brushed,
their faces washed,
Their shoes were clean and neat--
And this was odd, because, you know,
They hadn't any feet.
但有四只小牡蛎，
急急忙忙往前赶；
衣着光鲜脸儿亮，
鞋帽整齐洗刷刷。
这话说来也真奇怪，
因为牡蛎没脚丫。
Four other Oysters followed them,
And yet another four;
And thick and fast they came at last,
And more, and more, and more--
All hopping through the frothy waves,
And scrambling to the shore.
又有四只跟上来，
四只四只一连串；
一群一群往上走，
争先恐后一大帮；
跳出海浪和泡沫，
你争我抢把岸上。
The Walrus and the Carpenter
Walked on a mile or so,
And then they rested on a rock
Conveniently low:
And all the little Oysters stood
And waited in a row.
海象和木匠心痒痒，
一口气走了一里地，
来到一块岩石旁。
岩石的高度有点低，
好像餐桌一个样，
小牡蛎们排排站。
"The time has come," the Walrus said,
"To talk of many things:
Of shoes--and ships--and sealing-wax--
Of cabbages--and kings--
And why the sea is boiling hot--
And whether pigs have wings."
海象说到：“时候不早啦，
我们好好聊聊吧。
说说鞋子、船、和封蜡；
白菜、国王，嗯，还有
为何大海滚波浪，
猪儿是否张翅膀。”
"But wait a bit," the Oysterscried,
"Before we have our chat;
For some of us are out of breath,
And all of us are fat!"
"No hurry!" said the Carpenter.
They thanked him much for that.
小牡蛎们回答说：
“让我们先歇口气你再讲，
我们走得好累啊，
因为我们都超胖！”
“不急不急！”木匠说，
小牡蛎们感谢他。
"A loaf of bread," the Walrus said,
"Is what we chiefly need:
Pepper and vinegar besides
Are very good indeed--
Now if you're ready, Oysters dear,
We can begin to feed."
“一个面包”，海象说：
“是我们现在的需要，
胡椒香醋有更好，
这样一来味更妙。
小牡蛎们亲爱哒，你们准备好了吗？
准备好了的话，我们就可以开吃啦。”
"But not on us!" the Oysters cried,
Turning a little blue.
"After such kindness, that would be
A dismal thing to do!"
"The night is fine," the Walrus said.
"Do you admire the view?
小牡蛎们哭喊着：“别吃我们啊”
吓得脸色发青心儿跳。
“你们对我们这么好，
现在又要吃我们为什么！”
海象回答说：“夜色如此之美妙，
你们觉不觉得这很美好？”
"It was so kind of you to come!
And you are very nice!"
The Carpenter said nothing but
"Cut us another slice:
I wish you were not quite so deaf--
I've had to ask you twice!"
“多谢你们跟着来，
你们的味道这么好！”
木匠没心情多啰嗦， 只说：
“再切一块面包好不好？
别假装自己听不到，
害我连续说两遭！”
"It seems a shame," the Walrus said,
"To play them such a trick,
After we've brought them out so far,
And made them trot so quick!"
The Carpenter said nothing but
"The butter's spread too thick!"
海象说：“我觉得有点小惭愧，
这么欺骗这帮小家伙，
跟我们跑了这么远，
结果还被我们来吃掉！”
木匠没好气地说了声：
“你把黄油涂得太厚了！”
"I weep for you," the Walrus said:
"I deeply sympathize."
With sobs and tears he sorted out
Those of the largest size,
Holding his pocket-handkerchief
Before his streaming eyes.
海象说: “我为你们哭泣，
也为你们难过。”
一把鼻涕一把泪，
他把牡蛎壳从大到小排排好。
接着拿出手绢来，
猫哭耗子泪涟涟。
"O Oysters," said the Carpenter,
"You've had a pleasant run!
Shall we be trotting home again?'
But answer came there none--
And this was scarcely odd, because
They'd eaten every one.
“哦，牡蛎啊,” 木匠说，
“你们今天玩得很不错！
现在是不是该回家了？
但是小牡蛎们已经无声响；
这话说来也不奇怪，
因为它们全被吃光光！
看完也不知道灵感从何而来，或许是诱拐了牡蛎的海象饱餐后的愧疚之情吧
